He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man
"Personhood gives to the human individual a universal worth and an exceptional standing. And in the transcendent nature of personhood we find the inalienable substance of human rights and the genesis of society and law.... These competing constructs establish personhood in both the individual and..."Personhood gives to the human individual a universal worth and an exceptional standing. And in the transcendent nature of personhood we find the inalienable substance of human rights and the genesis of society and law. ... These competing constructs establish personhood in both the individual and interpersonal contexts." A quote from the internet itself.It make me feel glad. Show more
New here. Hoping to seek out others like myself
Oh and if anyone is asking although your probably not I have a house in America and a new one in Japan and my family keeps moving from place to place it’s annoying.
I keep moving this is the fifth time we moved homes it’s super annoying.
Anyways there is a myth in my family that I’m not going to share because it’s a very long myth but it’s in the history of my family. So everyone considered it to be folklore until something kind of crazy happened. But as for never I always knew it was true. Anyways the brief term for what I am is...Anyways there is a myth in my family that I’m not going to share because it’s a very long myth but it’s in the history of my family. So everyone considered it to be folklore until something kind of crazy happened. But as for never I always knew it was true. Anyways the brief term for what I am is Yōkai. Show more
Hello everyone. I’m not human. I usually don’t tell a lot of people because from where I’m from I would be considered taboo. But I guess because I don’t know any of you personally I can say what I am.
sometimes my brains tunes in on conversations that aren't in this reality, and sometimes it sounds like they're speaking to me. one time, a masculine but high pitched voice told me "that's too much tylenol". i still don't understand what he meant, since there was no tylenol involved with that day...sometimes my brains tunes in on conversations that aren't in this reality, and sometimes it sounds like they're speaking to me. one time, a masculine but high pitched voice told me "that's too much tylenol". i still don't understand what he meant, since there was no tylenol involved with that day. most of the time, it just sounds like men talking between each other that is just a bit too unclear. it doesn't sound like it's coming from anywhere, but not like my own thoughts, either. it's like using earbuds and listening to something really loud, especially those things that sound like they're circling you, but as if they were talking to you from every direction. and sometimes i do hear things that come from other places, like music coming from certain spots in my house but never being able to find the cause of, or women screaming in a mix of pain and terror from the woods, wherever they are. it happens like... twice or so a week now.
and sometimes i'll tune in to visuals, like bugs crawling all over things, or all over me. or shadow people and "the rake" like creatures who do nothing but stare at me, never leaving, for hours on end. they just stand there, or lay there, or whatever they feel like. it doesn't matter if i turn the lights on or off, or how close i get. sometimes i can hear them breathing. when i was younger, i'd have something that looked like the rake outside my closet, and for years, he'd just sit there, staring. he looked scarier than the rake. i constantly had nightmares and felt like hands were touching all over my thighs and hips. i don't sleep in there anymore, obviously. he's still in there at night. Show more
it feels like i stole somebody else's body, and i'm waiting for them to come back. it feels so weird to move, so weird to think i have a physical form in the first place; i feel like i'm being forced out of my own mind when i realise i have a physical form and i'm not just... some entity on the...it feels like i stole somebody else's body, and i'm waiting for them to come back. it feels so weird to move, so weird to think i have a physical form in the first place; i feel like i'm being forced out of my own mind when i realise i have a physical form and i'm not just... some entity on the internet that isn't really identifiable in any way. it feels like the world is punishing me for stealing somebody's body, making others take it from me, filling my mind with words and conversations that aren't mine, making my reality faulty. but i don't remember robbing anyone of it; i didn't get any choice in being here. i just want to be free of my body. i'm tired of constantly getting comments on my body shape and my legs. i'm tired of feeling constantly ill unless i don't eat anything. nothing feels like mine. it just feels like tragedy follows me, my mere presence brings it, no matter what i do or think and try. i'm so tired
please take back your body. i'm sorry i broke it. i'm sorry i ruined your life. please just take it back take it back take it back i'm not supposed to be in this form take it back Show more
i don't know what i am .. but one things for certain, i wasn't meant to last here.
i feel alien in everyway to other people, their social life, their interests, their feelings, their reasoning.. all of its so foreign to me. i have a strange relationship with humans ;; it's too complicated to...i don't know what i am .. but one things for certain, i wasn't meant to last here.
i feel alien in everyway to other people, their social life, their interests, their feelings, their reasoning.. all of its so foreign to me. i have a strange relationship with humans ;; it's too complicated to describe it as a positive or negative thing. since around the age of four or five, i've been mainly isolated from other people and began to observe people. i empathize with most people to the point i feel anxiety or sadness over their problems, i adore their weakness and integrity, their destruction and violence, but even so, i can barely bond or form connections with most people. the only person i have a emotional attachment to is my romantic partner, sometimes i struggle to tolerate social contact with him, not because i hate or have a disdain for him... i just find it difficult to interact with humans. as much as i admire humans, i hate their ignorance, their arrogance, everytime i come into contact with another i feel uncomfortable and tense.. i know these beings wont last for very long, i want to see the very end and development of mankind but i cannot stand to be here much longer. it feels like people harm me as much as i harm people Show more
I am not sure if this statement will go unread but, I greatly hope I will be able to find someone who is able to resonate with this on some level. I am all too aware that I am in all likelihood idiotic and nutty. I have tried to get help but it has only gotten me in hospital and has only left my...I am not sure if this statement will go unread but, I greatly hope I will be able to find someone who is able to resonate with this on some level. I am all too aware that I am in all likelihood idiotic and nutty. I have tried to get help but it has only gotten me in hospital and has only left my loved one in great distress. I hate lairs yet I lied my away out of every psychiatric ward I have ever occupied. I will not hesitate to lie in order to keep my freedom.
I can see "shadows" around and in front of of me, but when you turn around, there's nothing there.I understand just how psychotic and purely deranged this sound and likely is. I am grateful that I do not see them often at all in my adulthood. Not over 12 times a year. I keep record in my notepad of the regularly I am able to spot them. I only have one reason I hold onto to believe I am some what sane. I am not the only one who has gotten a gimps of said "shadows". I lost a past boyfriend because of what he claims to witness. I am sure he was being honest as I have to not degree told him of said "shadows". Show more
Hello,
I am aware that this site only occupies a small number of users. Even so, I am happy to have found this social media platform. I found this site to a certain extent by mistake. I was not looking for a social media platform. I believe I was searching for answers which do not exsit. Despite the...Hello,
I am aware that this site only occupies a small number of users. Even so, I am happy to have found this social media platform. I found this site to a certain extent by mistake. I was not looking for a social media platform. I believe I was searching for answers which do not exsit. Despite the questions existing yet no answers to gratify and that can distress me from time to time. Including question that ought not to be put into words.
Thank you for taking the time to read. x Show more
i think wowaka was very smart and understood what i often tried to convey. i have a tattoo of this heart. im happy for him because he is free, and i think this song was a farewell. it means a lot to me. i love a lot of different things about earth, and i think that sometimes there is hope for...i think wowaka was very smart and understood what i often tried to convey. i have a tattoo of this heart. im happy for him because he is free, and i think this song was a farewell. it means a lot to me. i love a lot of different things about earth, and i think that sometimes there is hope for humans, but i think those hopeful humans are not human. it would be nice if we could spend our time here spreading love and helping where we can and enjoying the look of the sun and stars. it would be nice to be like that. i hope to find more pieces of the same puzzle this new year Show more
is it bad to wish to take others with me when i’m freed from this body? of course, it’s not just my body, and we would all be leaving it at once (presumably), but i frequently find it hard to stop others from freeing themselves. this world is truly cruel to its special visitors. i know that some...is it bad to wish to take others with me when i’m freed from this body? of course, it’s not just my body, and we would all be leaving it at once (presumably), but i frequently find it hard to stop others from freeing themselves. this world is truly cruel to its special visitors. i know that some of my acquaintances just deserve elsewhere. i would like to visit my true home one day, maybe before my time here is up, and i wish i could just grab a few people by the hand to take them with me. i want to show them the beauty that humans cant see. i want to return so badly Show more
i feel so lost. i don’t want to just use this place for calls for people like me or delusional episodes. i just feel... not really here? it’s so hard to use words. i wish i could project my thoughts on a screen so maybe, just maybe, someone will see it and recognize me
If anyone knows any ways to reality shift, I would really appreciate it. I've created a world in my dreams where me and my identities can occupy our own forms and communicate in our own space, but I am unsure how to enter it purposefully.
I, August, ask for assistance. In my last couple of years of self-journey, I've come across the term Dissociative Identity Disorder (formerly Multiple Personality Disorder). I believed myself to have a system until I found that in order to have DID you must have amnesia between alters. The problem...I, August, ask for assistance. In my last couple of years of self-journey, I've come across the term Dissociative Identity Disorder (formerly Multiple Personality Disorder). I believed myself to have a system until I found that in order to have DID you must have amnesia between alters. The problem I face is that me and my identities share our life. We do not experience amnesia. To make it all the more difficult, we do not feel human, but we also do not share the same nonhuman identity. For example, Elliot is a vampire, Ashton is a demon, and Cameron is an angel. As for myself, I'm not quite sure what I am, but I know that being referred to as human just doesn't make sense. If anyone has any idea what this could be, not necessarily for me, but to help me better explain myself to others, please help Show more