I don't feel anything anymore and haven't been feeling anything for a while now. There's nothing to me at all anymore. I just exist for my internet friends and as a dark, silent shadow for people that see me in real life. Psychotic depression has ruined everything for me, but now I don't even really believe that I'm ill anymore. Maybe this is just another form of existence.
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