So tired never fitting in tired constantly hearing at my door and window asking me to come out side I want to go to them I'm afraid of what's out there. I have no real connections to anyone anymore isolating myself practically everyone no one understands no one cares I am alone. They say I don't...So tired never fitting in tired constantly hearing at my door and window asking me to come out side I want to go to them I'm afraid of what's out there. I have no real connections to anyone anymore isolating myself practically everyone no one understands no one cares I am alone. They say I don't need to be alone they say they want me. I'm afraid too afraid what awaits me out there someone please help Show more