i'm so tired of being called crazy by my family whenever i try to talk about my issues. i know everyone is lying to me- this isn't the real world, and this isn't where i was meant to be. i don't understand why they can't just tell me. people keep saying that i am the god of my own world, that i am...i'm so tired of being called crazy by my family whenever i try to talk about my issues. i know everyone is lying to me- this isn't the real world, and this isn't where i was meant to be. i don't understand why they can't just tell me. people keep saying that i am the god of my own world, that i am the creator of everything around me- we talk about energy a lot now, too, how it can't be created nor destroyed.
if energy cannot be created nor destroyed, then how does the idea of god- a creator- thrive so well? why would i, out of all people, be the one to create a world that only causes me pain? what did i do to warrant all of this confusion and trauma? Show more