sometimes my brains tunes in on conversations that aren't in this reality, and sometimes it sounds like they're speaking to me. one time, a masculine but high pitched voice told me "that's too much tylenol". i still don't understand what he meant, since there was no tylenol involved with that day...sometimes my brains tunes in on conversations that aren't in this reality, and sometimes it sounds like they're speaking to me. one time, a masculine but high pitched voice told me "that's too much tylenol". i still don't understand what he meant, since there was no tylenol involved with that day. most of the time, it just sounds like men talking between each other that is just a bit too unclear. it doesn't sound like it's coming from anywhere, but not like my own thoughts, either. it's like using earbuds and listening to something really loud, especially those things that sound like they're circling you, but as if they were talking to you from every direction. and sometimes i do hear things that come from other places, like music coming from certain spots in my house but never being able to find the cause of, or women screaming in a mix of pain and terror from the woods, wherever they are. it happens like... twice or so a week now.
and sometimes i'll tune in to visuals, like bugs crawling all over things, or all over me. or shadow people and "the rake" like creatures who do nothing but stare at me, never leaving, for hours on end. they just stand there, or lay there, or whatever they feel like. it doesn't matter if i turn the lights on or off, or how close i get. sometimes i can hear them breathing. when i was younger, i'd have something that looked like the rake outside my closet, and for years, he'd just sit there, staring. he looked scarier than the rake. i constantly had nightmares and felt like hands were touching all over my thighs and hips. i don't sleep in there anymore, obviously. he's still in there at night. Show more