i don't know what i am .. but one things for certain, i wasn't meant to last here.
i feel alien in everyway to other people, their social life, their interests, their feelings, their reasoning.. all of its so foreign to me. i have a strange relationship with humans ;; it's too complicated to...i don't know what i am .. but one things for certain, i wasn't meant to last here.
i feel alien in everyway to other people, their social life, their interests, their feelings, their reasoning.. all of its so foreign to me. i have a strange relationship with humans ;; it's too complicated to describe it as a positive or negative thing. since around the age of four or five, i've been mainly isolated from other people and began to observe people. i empathize with most people to the point i feel anxiety or sadness over their problems, i adore their weakness and integrity, their destruction and violence, but even so, i can barely bond or form connections with most people. the only person i have a emotional attachment to is my romantic partner, sometimes i struggle to tolerate social contact with him, not because i hate or have a disdain for him... i just find it difficult to interact with humans. as much as i admire humans, i hate their ignorance, their arrogance, everytime i come into contact with another i feel uncomfortable and tense.. i know these beings wont last for very long, i want to see the very end and development of mankind but i cannot stand to be here much longer. it feels like people harm me as much as i harm people Show more